What makes me want to live?
- Marie Bougatef
- Jun 10, 2020
- 1 min read
Updated: Jul 11, 2020
What makes me want to live?
To walk through the humidity,
the days tar seeps through the cracks and stains the streets black.
Biology says it’s a desire -
a wanton urge to survive
To not put out the fire,
to stay alive Long enough to reproduce,
to continue a family trail
To keep the world turning,
keep evolution on its rail
Religion says it’s God
-Or gods, whichever you believe-
Who put us here to finish
The worldly tapestry they weaved
Romance novels say it is our other
The one who holds your heart
And it is, perhaps,
a dreamy notion
To live so you do not part
The scholars say we live to create
To gain, to grow, to build
Then watch everything we’ve made come tumbling down
And re-use the soil when it stills.
But, for now,
I’ll just live to live
I’ll stay to just be there
To flip through a book’s sandpaper pages
With autumn wind tousling my hair.
For now I’ll live simply to live
To sip hot chocolate as the winds outside bite
I’ll live to try, to fall, to fly
I’ll live to stay alive.

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